As I post the last writing someone in the spirit world has me go and look out to see if it snowed more and tells me I am going to the store and see what is going on and they are reminding me I have not purchased any gifts and I have again said that is because we decided because of this situation that I would only send christmas cards this year and of course I am trying to stick to it.
We do have two new babies in my immediate family this year but since theya re under a year old and have about every toy created already I doubt that I could find anything that is important to give them and I believe it will be better if I wait until theya re older when they will appreciate these things more and know what its all about.
I am also vowing never to get involved with sending samples of my baking anywhere because once my realtives asked me to do this and it would be from both of us but these four got into the act and it ended up I had two large boxes which cost me $90 to send and everyone thought I was very irrisponsible and so I am not going to do that again.
They did try to get me involved this year and I found msyelf baking all sorts of things but then common sense set in and I packaged it up and put everything into the freezer and now I have to try to eat it all before time to defrost the freezer in the summer.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
One of the guides tells these four turn about is fair play and since they like to laugh and brag about how much they frightened me when this first started and sent me off to the psychiatric hospital which was catholic where I tried to get an exorcism and when I told the staff what was happening to me and that I was possessed by three relatives and Dr. Petas who was on the staff there before he died, they thought I was hallucinating and forced all sorts of medicine and therapy on me and these four had a great time terrifying me because I still was not sure about anything they could do and they threatened me with all sorts of terrible things if I didn't do as they said.
They forced me to tell the nurses I was a vegeterian which was not true and said I could not eat anything with meat in it because of my religious beliefs which was not true, then they forced me to say I could wear nothing but cotton clothing because I was allergic to everything which was not true but I was so terrified of what spirits could do to me that I tried to do everything they told me and I only looked crazier by the minute.
They told me that they could take over the medical stagff and have them kill the patients in the bed near me and they tried to force me to tell the nurses that I fornificated with satan and all sorts of things and Dr. petas being a psychiatrist was at the top of the leadership in this terrorist act against me and now that he is too afraid to elave my body turn around is fair play and I want him to go to the hospital where this happened and take my relatives and see how the staff there rec ts to them and see if the story can get into the paper nd see if the local bishop and his men will decend on the hospital and perform an exorcism and then we can see what happens in these situations but so far these four are too chicken to leave my body to right a wrong and so theya re trapped and helpless and have no idea what the higher power can or can't do to them if theya re inside my body when it dies and they grow more desperate and violent by the minute but the only thing I know they can do is come out and repent and go quietly to the heavens where they are supposed to be according to what everyone believes.
I have no idea where they will go or what will happen to them once they leave this body because I know only what the spirits have told me and what I have seen happen and the things I can prove beyond a shadow of a doubt and that is what will be the case when they decide to comeo ut and show me where they go and what becomes of them so I can write about it as a paranormal researcher.
They forced me to tell the nurses I was a vegeterian which was not true and said I could not eat anything with meat in it because of my religious beliefs which was not true, then they forced me to say I could wear nothing but cotton clothing because I was allergic to everything which was not true but I was so terrified of what spirits could do to me that I tried to do everything they told me and I only looked crazier by the minute.
They told me that they could take over the medical stagff and have them kill the patients in the bed near me and they tried to force me to tell the nurses that I fornificated with satan and all sorts of things and Dr. petas being a psychiatrist was at the top of the leadership in this terrorist act against me and now that he is too afraid to elave my body turn around is fair play and I want him to go to the hospital where this happened and take my relatives and see how the staff there rec ts to them and see if the story can get into the paper nd see if the local bishop and his men will decend on the hospital and perform an exorcism and then we can see what happens in these situations but so far these four are too chicken to leave my body to right a wrong and so theya re trapped and helpless and have no idea what the higher power can or can't do to them if theya re inside my body when it dies and they grow more desperate and violent by the minute but the only thing I know they can do is come out and repent and go quietly to the heavens where they are supposed to be according to what everyone believes.
I have no idea where they will go or what will happen to them once they leave this body because I know only what the spirits have told me and what I have seen happen and the things I can prove beyond a shadow of a doubt and that is what will be the case when they decide to comeo ut and show me where they go and what becomes of them so I can write about it as a paranormal researcher.
Over the past weeks I have tried everything I can to try to talk these four out of my body from reminding them who they were on earth and how unlike the earth humans they are now as they challenge and try to force me to prove nothing will ever happen to them in the way of punishment for what they have done and of course they could be right I say, nothing has been proven here and they might come out and find out they can go anywhere they choose and do anything they want to to any human and maybe nothing will ever stop them or punish them for their actions, but I point out one of the reasons they are so frightened of coming out is one of the guides who told them he has the power to destroy them if they are inside my body when it dies is the guide who makes predictions of earthquakes and tidalwaves years into the future which always comes true.
I also pointed out that this guide makes death predictions about many people at least two years in advance and if steps aren't taken to avert the health problem or accident it allways happens.
Of course I don't get predictions for everyone in the world that would be impossible but here and there these things pop into my head and I know what its about and if I can reach the people and know where the death prediction is coming from either health or accident I try to warn them but some people I can't reach because I don't know them and have no way of reaching them unless I know them personally or unless I mention it here and I am not sure if I should frighten them or not becuase somepeople believe death is something that just happens and no one can stop it but of course thats not true if its a health problem and or an accident, if that is the case you correct the health problem or don't go where the accident will occur if at all possible.
Hence I tell them if its prerdicted they will be destroyed as evil spirits if they are inside my body when it dies the only way to make sure that won't happen is to not be inside my body at the point of my death.
Now I believe as a psychiatrist from this lifetime if Dr. Petas was a rational thinker at this point in time he would be able to figure that out for himself and he and my three relatives would remove themselves rom this body but I believe they fear this higher power to the point they are too terrified to come out and to cover up their fear of him they are becoming more violent each day and attacking me trying to force me to say it won't happen but I have told them it wouldn't matter what they force me to write it won't make a difference if theya re inside my body at the point of my death because this is how this guide works and they know it after all these years.
I also pointed out that this guide makes death predictions about many people at least two years in advance and if steps aren't taken to avert the health problem or accident it allways happens.
Of course I don't get predictions for everyone in the world that would be impossible but here and there these things pop into my head and I know what its about and if I can reach the people and know where the death prediction is coming from either health or accident I try to warn them but some people I can't reach because I don't know them and have no way of reaching them unless I know them personally or unless I mention it here and I am not sure if I should frighten them or not becuase somepeople believe death is something that just happens and no one can stop it but of course thats not true if its a health problem and or an accident, if that is the case you correct the health problem or don't go where the accident will occur if at all possible.
Hence I tell them if its prerdicted they will be destroyed as evil spirits if they are inside my body when it dies the only way to make sure that won't happen is to not be inside my body at the point of my death.
Now I believe as a psychiatrist from this lifetime if Dr. Petas was a rational thinker at this point in time he would be able to figure that out for himself and he and my three relatives would remove themselves rom this body but I believe they fear this higher power to the point they are too terrified to come out and to cover up their fear of him they are becoming more violent each day and attacking me trying to force me to say it won't happen but I have told them it wouldn't matter what they force me to write it won't make a difference if theya re inside my body at the point of my death because this is how this guide works and they know it after all these years.
4:21 a.m. est:
As I sit down here I would like to say again when I write here its done through automatic writing and the spirits will be writing through me and I have no idea whatsoever as we write what subjects will be covered or what we will end up writing because of the many spirits both good and bad who are asking me to write and telling me what to write even before I gety out of bed but when I finally get on the computer keyboard to write it becomes a free for all as some put things in and others write to counteract what the others have been writing.
I will begin by saying the past few days have been a living hell as usual as the four vicious spirits inside my body fight for control and I have tried to keep them off the keyboard as I talk to them and try to find ways to encourage them to come out.
We talk and ideas are exchanged as to how I think they can come out, without losing face and they can then go and let me see where they go and prove to me one way or the other if other humans can see them or hear them and if they do how do they interact with them.
They indicate they are still too afraid of the guides to leave and I say well if that is true then you must settle down and stop attacking until we find a way for you to get up your courage to leave the body, but they refuse to do this and continue to try to force me to write what they want while they inflict pain and this goes on day and night.
Last night as I went to bed amidst the most violent attacks I found myself saying maybe if the ones who say they are kennedys would go away until say January 1, 2010 maybe the Higher power can get through to them and talk them out.
This morning when I got up I said I am not sure whose idea that was, was it my idea or was it the idea of the possessing spirits trying to get rid of them so they can have a clearer shot at trying to kill me or is it true what someone says the ones who are Kennedy's keep trying to tell me the things I need to write in an effort to apease these four and is the various ideas only causing more problems for me, or is it the Kennedy's telling me they are going to visit their family at christmas and of course I will try to sort of this out as time goes by and hopefully we will hit upon something that will bring these four out of my body because at this point in time all efforts to do that have failed, and the only thing I can think of is they need to come out of my body and take this struggle between good and evil out into the arena and let both sides interact without my body involved then we will see what happens and I will write about it as a paranormal researcher who is in search of the real truth about what happens in these situations not just what someone else has written or told me.
As I sit down here I would like to say again when I write here its done through automatic writing and the spirits will be writing through me and I have no idea whatsoever as we write what subjects will be covered or what we will end up writing because of the many spirits both good and bad who are asking me to write and telling me what to write even before I gety out of bed but when I finally get on the computer keyboard to write it becomes a free for all as some put things in and others write to counteract what the others have been writing.
I will begin by saying the past few days have been a living hell as usual as the four vicious spirits inside my body fight for control and I have tried to keep them off the keyboard as I talk to them and try to find ways to encourage them to come out.
We talk and ideas are exchanged as to how I think they can come out, without losing face and they can then go and let me see where they go and prove to me one way or the other if other humans can see them or hear them and if they do how do they interact with them.
They indicate they are still too afraid of the guides to leave and I say well if that is true then you must settle down and stop attacking until we find a way for you to get up your courage to leave the body, but they refuse to do this and continue to try to force me to write what they want while they inflict pain and this goes on day and night.
Last night as I went to bed amidst the most violent attacks I found myself saying maybe if the ones who say they are kennedys would go away until say January 1, 2010 maybe the Higher power can get through to them and talk them out.
This morning when I got up I said I am not sure whose idea that was, was it my idea or was it the idea of the possessing spirits trying to get rid of them so they can have a clearer shot at trying to kill me or is it true what someone says the ones who are Kennedy's keep trying to tell me the things I need to write in an effort to apease these four and is the various ideas only causing more problems for me, or is it the Kennedy's telling me they are going to visit their family at christmas and of course I will try to sort of this out as time goes by and hopefully we will hit upon something that will bring these four out of my body because at this point in time all efforts to do that have failed, and the only thing I can think of is they need to come out of my body and take this struggle between good and evil out into the arena and let both sides interact without my body involved then we will see what happens and I will write about it as a paranormal researcher who is in search of the real truth about what happens in these situations not just what someone else has written or told me.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Last night in a dream I had a visit from Senator Edward Kennedy who dropped in to let me know he is doing fine after his passing and he wants to send his love to his wife vickie and other family members.
If you pay attention to your dreams you may have a dream visit from him and pay attention to what he is saying to you in the dream because there is usually a personal message from those in spirit when they make contact with us in this way.
If you pay attention to your dreams you may have a dream visit from him and pay attention to what he is saying to you in the dream because there is usually a personal message from those in spirit when they make contact with us in this way.
3:29 p.m . est:
I have been trying to stay off the blog here for a few days and behind the scenes I am continuing to try to work things out with the spirits and try to exorcise these from my body, along with keeping busy behind the scenes visiting other websites and exchanging ideas with others interested in the paranormal, and I also do IM with people I met on the internet and they pop in periodically and talk, and I also have been baking for the freezer and I guess it will take me a month or so to eat all of the muffins, biscuits and cookies I am making without sugar to accommodate my diabetes.
This morning I made a great chocolate snack cake with splenda and I did sprinkle a few bitter chocolate pieces along with slivered almonds on top and it was so delicious.
I had one piece and stored the rest in a tin in the freezer and hopefully I will let others have some of that so they can see how delicious baked goods are made with splenda once I got the hang of it.
Now I am working on a yellow cake mix which I want to bake as Cupcakes using splend and haven't decided what I will do with the top since I don't want sugar icing.
Doing this baking or anything I try is not easy while doing battle day and night with these four possessing spirits and also trying to work with other spirits who want to talk and write about other things.
I am beginning to have my doubts whether anything or anyone can actually exorcise spirits from a human body and I have no idea what will happen to them once they leave my body, will they go after other humans or will they be stopped by a higher power?
I am furious with these four for not coming outside my body to test the waters and challenge the guides to prove they can do what they say when they claim they can destroy them.
I see no physical proof whatsoever that they really have the power to actually put them to death and now I am trying everything I can to get these four out of my body take them on and see if they can stop them from taking over other humans just to prove this beyond a shadow of a doubt, I see no reason why I should be the only human going through this torment.
I have been trying to stay off the blog here for a few days and behind the scenes I am continuing to try to work things out with the spirits and try to exorcise these from my body, along with keeping busy behind the scenes visiting other websites and exchanging ideas with others interested in the paranormal, and I also do IM with people I met on the internet and they pop in periodically and talk, and I also have been baking for the freezer and I guess it will take me a month or so to eat all of the muffins, biscuits and cookies I am making without sugar to accommodate my diabetes.
This morning I made a great chocolate snack cake with splenda and I did sprinkle a few bitter chocolate pieces along with slivered almonds on top and it was so delicious.
I had one piece and stored the rest in a tin in the freezer and hopefully I will let others have some of that so they can see how delicious baked goods are made with splenda once I got the hang of it.
Now I am working on a yellow cake mix which I want to bake as Cupcakes using splend and haven't decided what I will do with the top since I don't want sugar icing.
Doing this baking or anything I try is not easy while doing battle day and night with these four possessing spirits and also trying to work with other spirits who want to talk and write about other things.
I am beginning to have my doubts whether anything or anyone can actually exorcise spirits from a human body and I have no idea what will happen to them once they leave my body, will they go after other humans or will they be stopped by a higher power?
I am furious with these four for not coming outside my body to test the waters and challenge the guides to prove they can do what they say when they claim they can destroy them.
I see no physical proof whatsoever that they really have the power to actually put them to death and now I am trying everything I can to get these four out of my body take them on and see if they can stop them from taking over other humans just to prove this beyond a shadow of a doubt, I see no reason why I should be the only human going through this torment.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
10:32 p.m. est:
Today after writing here and struggling to write on my own but I was unable to do that because the Evil Spirits were forcing me to write what they wanted me to just as they did yesterdaty and this makes me so angry when i got off the computer I was fuming and saying I want to write my own ideas not be forced to write what the spirits want me to through automatic writing.
Of course its impossible for me to do anyuthing other than automatic writing because of their control over the keyboartd and what goes into the copy.
I am praying that God will grant me the power to do a reverse healing on the four of them and see if I can try to destroy them myself.
I have also asked him if he can transfer them to another planet.
Somewhere in the universe is a place where information is stored and this being has the ability to take us back in time and forward into the future and he can predict all sorts of things like earthquakes and tidalwayves and even death and I am hoping he can talk these four out of my body and sweep them up and transport them to this place so I never have to see them or speak to them again.
Today after writing here and struggling to write on my own but I was unable to do that because the Evil Spirits were forcing me to write what they wanted me to just as they did yesterdaty and this makes me so angry when i got off the computer I was fuming and saying I want to write my own ideas not be forced to write what the spirits want me to through automatic writing.
Of course its impossible for me to do anyuthing other than automatic writing because of their control over the keyboartd and what goes into the copy.
I am praying that God will grant me the power to do a reverse healing on the four of them and see if I can try to destroy them myself.
I have also asked him if he can transfer them to another planet.
Somewhere in the universe is a place where information is stored and this being has the ability to take us back in time and forward into the future and he can predict all sorts of things like earthquakes and tidalwayves and even death and I am hoping he can talk these four out of my body and sweep them up and transport them to this place so I never have to see them or speak to them again.
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